I’ve decided to tell everyone now, cause I’m at a stage in my pregnancy where I’m happy.
I’m slightly more emotionally relaxed as well as anything.
We had had conversations about children what we wanted in the past.
It was something that I hoped he would be here to help me make the decision, but unfortunately he isn’t.
But I found out although it was a really horrible time, something that I wish that I could have experienced with him.
I was also kind like happy that it had happened and I was excited.
But I felt bad for being excited.
He was just the sweetest, outgoing person I’ve ever known.
He would literally do anything for you.
He brought me roses on our first date as such.
And yeah, he was just lovely.
I’ve never known anybody to be like him.
There’s nothing that I would love more for him to walk through the door now and say ‘I’m back’.
I think, yeah, I probably cry.
That’s about to be the first thing I did.
But of course my only concern is getting him home and how we can help to get him home.